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You know things are little stupid now I am going through my last semester pretty relaxing which I don't think that is a good idea because look at it man I suppose to be very busy with multimedia but I am barely working for it why? because I am playing safe by doing what lecturers are looking in it. Not what I want to do like my portfolio for example I am just changing styles to what I really want to do actually because what I want to do is just too hard and takes a very very long time to execute it I just know it so I am just playing safe because we don't really have time but I feel like I am so lazy or am I too smart?

sometimes u just wonder why on earth you come study art for.. things are not what you want. You just llike to see it your way, radical design, or personal style but over the years I have learn that lecturer control design like anything and it is like shaping us to think in certain way why is that so? don't we have our own design? instead of desiging to innovate you design as ur lecturer style UH!

Like my lecturer ronaldi because he is like very blur kind and he sticks with Jakob Nielson's Principle a lot like navigation button sytles layout a website should be a website but what about multimedia? interactivity? the evolution of flash has change how website runs and how things can change.

oh.. buttons should not be at the bottom and the right.. file suppose to be small and informative. oh yes sometimes people just want entertainment but at times flash helps to create interest how the use of multimedia enhance people's knowledge who cares if the button is on the bottom and right? I am sure users aren that stupid there are place for creativity but I don't feel like it? I just design for the sake of design like duh!

So this is week 5.. I am sitting in class waiting to present my work but my lecturer aren't here at all why? I don't know maybe he is not coming? I don't know I just know I have to get back and write for my other works and also start other works. 2 weeks from now I have to present a community website in complete upload so what am I doing now? I hope to complete it at least by next week already much of the stuff already worked out just need to put more information and also pictures so it runs