All love stories must come to a sad ending

You know recently I just watch couple of shows which made me flash back on so many shows. that most love stories come to an sad ending...

like in april snow, so much confusion happen, in the end they can't be together.. in sepet, jason died in accident... in authum in my heart the girl had cancer, the guy died... so you can see the patern which they make a very good show because they all have a sad ending. in winter sonate that was a sad ending as well.. Stormriders also the girl died... The Myth The girl was burried and died...

so is it a trend? what about me then? things don't seem so good right now.. it is like having a sad ending... I not saying that I will have a sad ending, but then it seem like it.. two have past it comes to an end.. no? or two seems short.. no? perhaps 7 seems like a better number.. Jacob worked for 7 years for rachel.. instead he got leah.. that's 7 years and he had been cheated.. then he work another 7.. what is 2.. without even working.. so that's another 5 years in counting...from now.. 5 years... in counting and I am counting down the days

Thank you Superchick for comforting me this current momment

Beauty from pain

Lights goes out all around me
one last candle to keep up the night
and then the darkness surrounds me
I know I am alive but i feel like i die

and all that's left is to accept that's over
my dream ran through the phase that I made
i try to keep on
but I just feel colder
I feel like I'm slipping away

after all this has past
I still will remain
after i cried my last
there will beauty from pain
though it won't be today
someday i'll hope again
and there'll be beauty from pain
you'll bring beauty from pain

my whole world is the pain inside me
the best i can do is just get through the day
my life before is only a memory
I wonder why God make me walk through this place

though i can't understand why this happen
but i know i will when i look back someday
and see how you brought beauty from ashes
and make me as gold purified through these flames



Forgive my negativeness.. which I don't really feel.. but time after time this have to happen once a while you know.. ok I have to log off for now. well got to go ..