TGIF

well 1st I want to thank God that was a good worship. there is power and anointing here in the church just now wei.. haha I like tonite's song.. even though I am the replacement, which I think God has a plan for it too.

now the sad feeling to let go of.. Ever felt like a loser? well yeah everyone is a loser sometimes.. but I feel worst.. its like every step of the way does not seem like waht I thought it would be.. no one likes to hear me out anymore.. everystep of the chess that I moved. is for the opponent to scream checkmate, you'r out!!!

that has been like me for the past week.. I have not win something for quite a long while.. I have been quite a chicken little recently, unable to explore.. when something small happend, I thought the sky is falling.. I have lost out alot in my assignment, I think my work is not up to the standard.. but who cares? no one does.. no one sees my work... who cares.. I just want to go through some semester like any other.. but this time I really want to finish it.. which I think I will

I am runnin low on cash too.. but who cares? just die man.. go heaven and we have plenty of cash there.. I am sure of it..

who cares
who cares
who cares..

father, do you care?
i know you do..
cause you are watchin me right?
i know it,,
it is where I should shed my tears
and lay to mourn
and I shall waste no time and do it now..

Goodbye world...