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today I remembered the good old times that I had with some of the top notch musicians that I have in youth and probably also around this area.. GRYP band is quite a talented band..

today I am just remembering the people whom I once served with but what happened to them? Kim was probably my best friend in high school back then, and is the one started playing piano the same time i started playing drums.. she is good but she left the youth group for some friend of mine.. which I wonder how she end up to be.. in young adults and looking so lonely now.. she is definately better off in youth group as there is much potentials in her

then came Juping talented and gifted pianist which somehow along the lines she chose a different path and stopped serving as well.. sigh.. all these bgr issues.. sigh

then there is my good friend.. or should I say was.. debbie who has a lot of gift in guitars and song writting... she too chose to be with someone else, and she stoppped serving as well.. sigh.. she was not close to me after since what happend.. and I guess she is caught up with her assignmets as well. university is tough but it is not that tough after all..

well new blood.. all over again.. is this a life cycle? is it? sorry if i ofended u, friends.. but those are realities that I see.. which is why I wrote this stuff. this is so sad and true